Ren,
You have to learn that whatever happens in your mind will always not gonna happen the same way in real life. Limit, or perhaps stop processing your relationship with everyone in your mind. It’s always always different, and you would always always get disappointed.
People change. Circumstances change. Feelings change. Relationships change. And even though all these things change, you have to hold on to what you have had. I am not saying that you have to live at the past. It is just that you have to know that these changes do not necessarily mean you are all alone once again. Accept things, that’s life! Continue living and continue being involved with people, with things, with your feelings. And hey, sometimes, what is happening in real life is far more wonderful than what’s happening in your mind.
Get out. Express your feelings. Say what’s on your mind. Change happens, life happens, and that’s the way it is.
xoxo, Cess 12.11.15 5:00pm
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