I take pride in being an independent person. I can do things in my own, and I hate asking for favors or help. But lately, I realized that I cannot do things on my own. I cannot not ask others for help, and now I feel like I cannot run on my own as I usually look for a buddy to be with.
I don’t know how to feel about this, to be honest. In a way, it’s good because I am little by little getting out of my own little comfort zone. I am finally socializing.
However, a part of me do not like this. I love being on my own, not minding others’ business, not talking with other people. Whenever people disappoint me, I always tell myself to stop being invested with other people. I am perfectly happy with my books, journals, music, and movies.
I guess this is me being a Libra and an adult in a very adult world. I am still learning how to balance things, how to act accordingly with the world I am living in.
In conclusion, we need to know when to share and when to keep, when to look for others and when to love being alone. It is inevitable to look for someone who understands you because that is the very nature of us as a human being.
And hey, if you’re feeling blue, it gets better. Trust me.
-Ren, 10.29.16, 10:40 am
P.S. I have been reading a lot of formal writing, hence, the usage of words such as however, in conclusion, and hence.