I just enter the office and supposed to have a quick lunch and go back to the other room. But then, I am here in front of the computer typing this entry. Maybe because I am all alone in this office and that I have no one to talk to.
For the longest time, I feel that I am not happy. I mean, I know I am not clinically depressed, it’s just that I do not feel happy, nor appreciated, nor needed, nor contented with my life. I know it is just me and that I should just change my perspectives.
Maybe it is the weather – it rained all morning, and now it’s too hot. Maybe it’s because I still feel sick and even though I want to lay on my bed, with the aircon on, and the tv, and the wifi, I am still here working.