It’s the first month of the New Year, yet it seems that whatever would be my decision, would be with me till the end of the year.
So here’s my little problem. I. WANT. TO. DANCE.
I signed up for the Cheerdance Competition. On Christmas break, I received a group message that all cheer dancers should have a letter from parents/guardians, allowing their child to join the contest, a medical certificate and other little things.
I told the coordinator that my mom did not allowed me to join. (Well, that was a lie! Actually, I can just simpy tell mama, that I am joining. That’s it. No more arguments. But I know, that she does not want me to, since I always complain about the back aches every practice. She is so concern about my scoliosis, though the doctor told us that nothing is to worry. She does not also want me to stay super late outside the dorm. Protective much!)
But the real thing is, I REALLY WANNA DANCE! I kinda “quit” because of the effin school works and the stupid deadlines. I know the fact that we would be having quizzes every day, and I don’t want to see my grades suffering just because I am so tired to study after rehearsals.
I told my friends that I really wanna dance, since this might be the last time I can dance. Next year, I am a senior student, busy with thesis and OJT. i don’t know if I can still dance that time. After that, graduation will come, then work. No more chance of dancing.
I just don’t want to let another opportunity pass. In highschool, I think I only danced for two or three times. I can’t really remember. And I REGRET that! This college, is my last chance.
I think I can still join. Err. I hope. Rehearsal starts this Monday!